what is wrong with me? seriously?
it is not as though i am not working hard! why aren't the results showing? it is terribly demoralising to get back my grades (close to failure or even fail).
terribly disappointed in myself. really. i am tired. tired of telling myself to give myself another chance to prove myself wrong.

i detest myself. no one will understand that. people always have the impression i am smart and all but seriously, do they even know my grades? failing!!! yes, failing is part of life but CONSTANT and CONSISTENT failing. that sucks mad. it degrades my self-esteem. i have nothing to say. i have been reflecting quite a lot these days to see how i can improve.

please show me a way out. :(

shi tian