i cannot seem to will myself to hate you or "de-friend" you because i truly treasure this friendship. sigh, throughout the first half of the day at school today, i kept super quiet (okay relatively quiet as compared to my usual self) because i was sad and was emo-ing. haha.
but GP lesson and my classmates made me laugh again <3 <3 <3 haha. i really love love love my class.
my sore throat isn't healing and yet i am still munching on hello panda. i am addicted to it. like seriously, since last year. :))
when you waved at me today, i could only afford you a weak smile. i need time, time to convince myself you didn't betray me. i need time to convince myself i am wrong.