i want to get a tumblr because i think it is beautiful :)) hehe. that shall be after A-levels :))

I always feel mediocre. :(( reading chiam's essay today made me feel even more inferior. life sucks. today fazilah and i concluded we were losers because we kept giving ourselves excuses and reasons for why we performed badly for tests. BAD. i need some form of intelligence in me. maybe a miracle will happen and i will be miraculously smart. hehe.
the way i write stuff too is damn childish and all. when i read other people's blog posts, they are so inspirational. mine, on the other hand, is very shallow.

oh and i keep eating non-stop. i eat while studying. i eat while using the computer. every now and then (and i mean every 10 minutes), i will pop by the fridge and peer inside to get something to eat. I AM A GLUTTON.

oh, i realise something too. people tend to type damn cheem stuff when they are emo! WHY???? hahahaha. if being emo enables one to be cheem, i wanna be emo when taking my GP exam. hahahaha.

another thing, when i look at myself in the mirror, i realise i look SO old. like VERY. :(( it seems as though i have aged a lot over the years. ewwww.... okay, i shall go back to doing my math hw. MATHHHHHHH :))) i love doing math sums.

shi tian