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Date: Thursday, March 10, 2011 || Time: 8:33 PM
i feel the need to rant here now.
today i saw A at the canteen today and he asked me why i have not been going to our OG table. i told him my reason. he then asked me if i will be going to dramafest with our OG. i said no because i have CCA (DS). then A told me our OG doesn't really care about me going anymore. like seriously?!?! i was like WTH?!?! if you guys don't care about whether or not i go to our OG table, please STOP ASKING ME TO GO THERE EVERY MORNING. my gosh. and to think i feel guilty everyday for not going to my OG table. -.- i feel betrayed. seriously. but then again, maybe A is lying because A loves spouting rubbish so i am not sure if he is telling the truth. i cannot even finish my homework at hand and try to complete as much as i can every morning. that was the reason i chose not to our OG table. you guys (OG friends) told me i could always do my work at the table. but seriously, think about it, if you are talking to your friends and laughing all the while, will you ever get things done? i really need time to complete my work and all. I have been failing ALL my tests so far, from GP to econs. really all and i am not exaggerating. i have deteriorated much from last year and i need time to pick myself up. yes, you guys are one hell of a genius but i need time to complete my work and revise okay! can you guys at least spare a thought for me! this is our A-level year and i certainly do not want to receive my grades back and cry.
furthermore, it is not only me who does not go to the table anymore. B and many of our other OG mates do not go there anymore, but why are you guys placing SO MUCH EMPHASIS on me going there and not others? then when you guys see me in school, you guys scold me for not going. i feel apologetic but i feel tired explaining my reason to you. because my reason will always be the same. i need time to study. and you guys will always think it is a lame excuse. seriously, this is affecting me because i do love our OG still. :(
i will go back to our OG table after the CTs so please stop bugging me alright? it sucks.
it is not as though you guys will be reading this but i just need to get this out.
and i cannot cope in school. the amount of work thrown upon me is overwhelming. CTs are coming and i have little time to revise. :(
BAD WEEK. BAD FEELING. FML.
you make my heart stir.
today i saw A at the canteen today and he asked me why i have not been going to our OG table. i told him my reason. he then asked me if i will be going to dramafest with our OG. i said no because i have CCA (DS). then A told me our OG doesn't really care about me going anymore. like seriously?!?! i was like WTH?!?! if you guys don't care about whether or not i go to our OG table, please STOP ASKING ME TO GO THERE EVERY MORNING. my gosh. and to think i feel guilty everyday for not going to my OG table. -.- i feel betrayed. seriously. but then again, maybe A is lying because A loves spouting rubbish so i am not sure if he is telling the truth. i cannot even finish my homework at hand and try to complete as much as i can every morning. that was the reason i chose not to our OG table. you guys (OG friends) told me i could always do my work at the table. but seriously, think about it, if you are talking to your friends and laughing all the while, will you ever get things done? i really need time to complete my work and all. I have been failing ALL my tests so far, from GP to econs. really all and i am not exaggerating. i have deteriorated much from last year and i need time to pick myself up. yes, you guys are one hell of a genius but i need time to complete my work and revise okay! can you guys at least spare a thought for me! this is our A-level year and i certainly do not want to receive my grades back and cry.
furthermore, it is not only me who does not go to the table anymore. B and many of our other OG mates do not go there anymore, but why are you guys placing SO MUCH EMPHASIS on me going there and not others? then when you guys see me in school, you guys scold me for not going. i feel apologetic but i feel tired explaining my reason to you. because my reason will always be the same. i need time to study. and you guys will always think it is a lame excuse. seriously, this is affecting me because i do love our OG still. :(
i will go back to our OG table after the CTs so please stop bugging me alright? it sucks.
it is not as though you guys will be reading this but i just need to get this out.
and i cannot cope in school. the amount of work thrown upon me is overwhelming. CTs are coming and i have little time to revise. :(
BAD WEEK. BAD FEELING. FML.
you make my heart stir.