this is a choice i have made and i am in absolutely no position to regret it :( will i get rewarded for my efforts? hmm... my life is a monotony, a humdrum experience! never mind, one more year to endure and i will have the last laugh. instead of envying people, i shall work even harder to have the last laugh. :))))
that aside, i am BALLOONING. no one seems to believe me. hahhaha. my stomach is BULGING. BOOMXZXZXX.
ooohhh, i think the girls in my class are getting closer. YAY. i love it that way :) a bonded class. :D

if problems can be solved, why worry?
if problems cannot be solved, why worry?

saw these two lines in someone else's blog. if one thinks superficially, then that individual would be inclined to agree with the argument presented. however, delving deeper into the issue, i realised it is not so much about worrying about the problem but rather the repercussions that are tagged on together with these problems. people fear the after effects more than the problem itself (i think). hmmm...

J2 THIS YEAR.
NOTE TO SELF: WORK HARD AND WORK EVEN HARDER. :D have faith in yourself!

shi tian