i am starting to feel the tension setting in and it is accumulating by the minute!
my face is flushed and my hands cold. my heartbeat is resonating within me. for now, i can only pray fervently and hope for the best.
I MUST BELIEVE IN MYSELF! YES I CAN!
i do not want to disappoint anyone, including myself yet again!
may the force be with me! :D
love,
shi tian