realisation has not yet set in. is it too late? am i overconfident? did i overestimate myself? reality has not yet dawned on me somehow, which is obviously bad :( my chinese was never good to start with)
up till this point in time, i can only cross my fingers and pray that i will do well for chinese o's. relentless mugging and memorising is gross. :( urgh, but i will trudge on and pray my 9 days before the test will be well spent.
till then! :D
love,
shi tian