hey hey :D
i have decided to post today!
today, I cried in class :( Let the person who made me cry be M. Today, because Eunice had some gym gym thing to settle, so i moved in front to sit with Jenny. :D I moved to the front during geog block. After geog was ____ block. M is a person who would usually joke with the class. So, during M's lesson that day, M asked me why i was sitting at the front together with Jenny because he remembered my sitting position in class to be at the back. So, I told M, yes i was sitting at the back but because Eunice was not there so i took over her position for the day! M started off in a joking manner to ask me to move back to my seat at the back. I thought M was kidding because M would usually chase the ManU fans out of the class and pick on them. So, since i thought M was joking, I resisted. I told M i wanted to continue sitting at the front. This was when M turned very very angry (for no apparent reason) and M demanded i sat at the back with a super super strict tone that made the class very very shocked and even i was rendered speechless. No one has ever demanded something from me in such a serious tone! i was so frightened i shifted to the back!
You know what, i was very pissed and angry with M because there were reasons why I chose to move to the front to sit with Jenny.
1) I cannot see clearly at the back and I do have a short body (when they do the sitting arrangement, they do not consider the half-body to leg ratio thing), resulting in me having to crane my neck to peer what is on the board
2) I cannot concentrate at the back.

With these 2 reasons at hand, I thought they were legitimate enough reasons for me to sit at the front, furthermore, it was not my first time doing so. M's sudden outburst irritates me simply because:
1) M did not explain to me the rationale of not letting me sit at the front. Which person would deny a person to sit in the front for no apparent reason? Granted, if M did explain to me why M made that decision for me, i would respect M's decision. But, for me to do what M wants just because M feels like it irritates me!
2) M asked me if i sat at the front because I could not stand my 2 tablemates at the back (obviously, this would not be the case, right?)

It was only during Physics (the next lesson after M's lesson) did tears welled up in my eyes. I felt that M was embarrassing me in front of the whole class for no apparent reason and i have not received any scoldings as harsh before. Then, people around me thought i cried because of my physics marks. seriously, the marks reflected on my Physics paper is what i deserved to get, there was no reason for me to cry because of that!!!! :)
Anyone, thank you to those who tried to comfort me, saying M is being anal. haha. I shall take it that M was truly anal for that day and i shall let matters rest. I shall bury all forms of hatred for M. :D yay!

Anyway, on a lighter note, Miss Goh accidentally said ener鸡 （energy)during chem today which made me and jenny laughed. haha.
ohoh, i think J8 is being insensitive today and apparently, J8 seems to know EVERYTHING already. EVERYTHING! that is all then!
I shall be a happy person once again. I shall forgive M, to forgive and forget is a virtue! haha.
oh, somehow, i think our syf pieces seem weak during today's prac. tsk. i really wanna get that gold with honours. Let's all work hard RGAK!

love,
shi tian

oh gosh!
homework is piling up these days, i cannot seem to grapple with it. :( it is burdening me and i somehow do not seem to understand everything mentioned in class. everything eludes me. help!!! i guess i shall stick to my intensive mugging mode for now because i seriously need to catch up! :O Also, i am sitting right at the back of the class now, which makes things worse. I simply abhor sitting at the back. I really hope some kind soul would change seats with me.

Wish me luck! I need to understand everything! :)

love,
shi tian

hey hey you you!
yay! thank you everyone for your birthday wishes! i feel so old now! :D
ANYWAY, GUESS WHAT? i cut my hair and i think it looks horrid now! i went to Redken to cut my hair and the moment i stepped into the shop, i thought it looked different from the normal ones i go to!
after the guy cut for me, he kept praising his own work, saying how good he was and how beautiful i looked. i just kept nodding my head and smiling. GOSH! SO EGO! :( and he asked me if it was my first time cutting here and i told him yes and he said should i want to cut my hair there next time, i can look for uncle (his name) ==> cannot be disclosed to protect his privacy.
my mother thinks he never even cut at all and my fringe is now above my eyebrows. EWWW! my hair looks like some ah lian hairstyle! aiyoh! somemore, he was so rough with my hair my scalp felt so pain after that!
i shall post the pic i promised charlotte another time!
when i reached home, i went to research on Redken. woah! i did not know it was so internationally known leh! woah! :) still, i am not satisfied with his skills. never mind! let me tell you something embarrassing!
there was this slightly younger guy from the Redken who cut my younger sister's hair. I thought he did cut it well because it looked as if he did not cut it at all. So, when i was out of the shop, i was criticising his work leh! THEN RIGHT, HE SUDDENLY WALK PAST ME AND LOOKED AT ME! woah! i was super embarrassed you know! somemore, it is not as if i talk very softly right? haha. woah! i bet he heard about the poor cutting skills i was bitching about to my sister. sheesh! haiyah!
school is re-opening tomorrow! bb.
thank you so much for the birthday wishes, be it through SMS, my BLOG or FACEBOOK. :)

love,
shi tian

lol.
guess what? haha. i went to jing yi's blog and saw her post about me! haha.
"this is my super good, nice, amiable, chio, sweet, senior :] i <3"
haha. awwwwww.....i feel so honoured. is it that honourable? haha. anyway, thanks thanks, it is glad to know i am a nice senior. lol.

back to the CampROCK camp. lalala. although the whole camp was kind of scandalous (though it applies to only one person), we still love each other and the RGS people thought the PHS girls how to dance the ballroom dance. yay! :) haha, but guess what? they still have not mastered it yet. you know i really love Loving Lion because whenever the kids face a problem, they will come to me first and tell me their problems instead of going to the PHS volunteers. :D *grins*. i really love them even though i was supposed to be in relaxed group where there is the cool Vicky in it! :D lol. along the way back to Chaoyang after the outing to Changi Airport, Vicky kept challenging me and i realised he is cooler than me. such fun-loving people should go to a normal school, seriously.
games made for the kids were fun :D
oh, campfire at PHS was fun even though they kept making us dance with them near the "campfire". There is the "Billa Banjang" thing thing and some dance in and dance out thing thing. haha. quite fun though i kept stepping onto sheena's shoes.
on the last day of the camp, we gave them BALLOONS! i thnk receiving lots and lots of nice nice balloons is so much nicer than receiving flowers. seriously. nonetheless, because of the ink on the balloon, my hand and my legs were covered in ink. OH! and **** **** irritated me by bursting the balloon in front of me even though he asked me if he should burst the balloon. i though i told him he should not. whatever. i shall not name anyone here. i really wanna leave the camp with good good memories. though we did not CAMWHORED a lot (in fact, never) because the people are so not the camwhorish ones unlike those in ANGKLUNG, they still made my 3 days worth and fruitful. i love CAMPROCK with all my heart and i really hope the children do benefit from our camp. we are gonna have a gathering this thursday after AK. :D let's pray it will not rain. :P

goodbye then! i shall post about angklung camp next time or maybe i shall not post about it at all since there is nothing much to post about. we just camwhored lots using clara's cam. we are all waiting for her to put it up on facebook. :o LALALALA.
batch lunch was at swensens. cheryl chan did something so pro and cool. haha. anyway, i have got one of the batch lunch photo in my phone. i might post it up in my next post.
i am worried because i had planned to revise like 6 subjects this week before school reopens but i guess i will not finish all since i have a really tight schedule to work within. that's all then. i love my life so far and i am contented. :P
oh, when i was at chaoyang, the special olympics people came and WEI WEN still recognised me!!!! YAY! even though i only saw him ONCE, HE STILL RECOGNISED ME STRAIGHT AWAY! YAY! :p haha. bb then.

love, shi tian

dear dudes!
CampROCK was over in a flash and to say i don't miss it, i am lying. it really brought about much change in how i see the people who are less privileged than us. seriously, the camp was awesome and given another chance, i would like to experience the whole camp again. to see the happy faces of the children, to interact with them, to see how the excited and elated expressions on the children's parents faces give me a sense of satisfaction. i remembered that before the camp, ying ting, claudia and i were thinking of backing out of wenyi's cmps group thing because it gave us lots of trouble but overall, i feel a sense of accomplishment and happiness that i managed to help the children and bring them joy. after talking to one of the teachers there, i realised that some come from disfunctioned families, yet their constant upbeat attitude is what makes me admire them. in addition to that, my group Loving Lion, the team members came up and organised the whole show of theirs mostly by themselves, which i think is worth commending. :D they are mere children with learning disabilities yet they are able to get their act going and perform their performance to their utmost best. i love the camp.
although i did not really interact with the PHS people, i still think they are very nice and friendly people, especially qiu jin, that is becau sei worked with her. :D you can totally see the camp spirit and enthusiasm of the PHS people when it comes to camp. it will really stun you totally (especialyl the campfire at PHS). i love everything except the encounter. i love every moment there. i can tell the children are appreciative of what we have done for them and i am satisfied. i want to reach out to help them more, so if there is an appropriate avenue, i want to help them.
i shall update more about this camp and AK cmap next time. i shall lwt my sis use the comp. ciao!

love,
shi tian

yo yo yo!
founder's day was just over yesterday! :D i think the performance was splendid especially the CO bit. they totally captivated the audience with their breathtaking performance and practically everyone was craning their neck over to get the best view of them. i thought that was the best performance :D however, i think the school should not spend so much money on ONE founder's day! they spent like $23 000 for one spotlight (and asked us not to bang into them)! Furthermore, it is not as if they only bought one torchlight. Then, after founder's day what are they going to do with the spotlights? throw them? i think it is not practical albeit the performance was splendid. :D you know the school mass printed the shirts and cap for us. i think it is ugly yet still force us to buy the cap.

after school, i went with woon ki and xiaomin to jack's place to eat. this charlotte did not follow us. haiyah. my recommendation is really good, please. even woon ki and xiaomin thinks the set meal is worth it. camwhored a lot at jack's place. my very cool photo is in xiaomin's phone! woon ki and xiao min
you know taking pictures with woon ki makes me look fat :( sheesh!

woon ki's fish set :D
xiao min's baked rice :D
chew woon ki and her foodmy delicious chicken set. :D you know the set meal comes with ice cream and drinks and soup of the day (add $1) :D haha. nice:D

the remnants of my food. very disgusting right?

the lightings on the ground at heerens after eating jack's place. nice right?

then founder's day came. :D :O
after that, when it was over, camwhored a little with charlotte in the foyer and outside the school :D

TADAH! (foyer)

this was outside school (while waiting for our parents). REALLY PRETTY, the picture! :D

that is all for founder's day. it is my last founder's day in the school and is indeed a memorable one. <333 rgs
i guess xinle was having her jap test while most of us were out celebrating. haha. awwww....


love,
shi tian

P.S.: su xinle, remember to claim 10 cents from me for the change teamROCK owe you. :D