hello :D
yesterday, i was quite pissed at kak faridah for using me as a benchmark for extremeness in angklung. no lah, while she was scolding, i was sleeping (half-way close to sleeping).
she scolded amanda and don't know who, saying should not be at shi tian's level. at first, i was yawning already, when i heard my name, my eyes went wide open for a while before i continued to stone. please lah, she said it as if i talk like a lot during angklung. granted, i do talk during the session, but it is not as if i talk a lot can! these few sessions i did not even talk a lot. these few sessions, she did not even catch me talking because i was listening to her. :( whatever. actually, even if she use my name as a benchmark, i don't really care. but she said something like i give excuses not to clean the room when i was selected to do so. HELLO! i have told her before it was because of my ALLERGY that i cannot clean the room. i will have serious itchy bumps around my eye and my eczemas will pop out and this phenomenon has happened everytime i am asked to clean the room. furthermore, there was a test the next day and what if the bumps around my eye cannot go away in time? will she bear the responsibility of the situation? furthermore, at least i bother to tell her the reasons why i cannot clean the room. UNLIKE some people who were instructed and selected to clean the room but did not even turn up that day and NEVER EVEN GIVE ANY REASON why they were not there on that day! shucks! i hate being misunderstood! she make it sound as if i did not want to clean the room on purpose! EVERYTIME! and everytime she releases us so late from the stipulated time of 5.30pm, my mother who is waiting for me, gets worried. can she realise the importance of time? if she wants to talk to 5.50pm then just tell us that angklung ends at 5.50pm so we can tell our parents! whatever!
i shall not let myself get affected over this further! *breathe in, breathe out* actually, i don't care! :D
WHATEVER!

love,
shi tian